What it Is

I have proven myself a failure at being consistent. Methinks this should be a place for me. Maybe not the collected me that makes sense. More like the me that likes to be. To wonder, to plan, to think, to understand. I want to write everyday. It is my hope that this is the blog that will facilitate that goal.

I dont make any promises. You could still call this my creative blog. But I'd like to think of it more as the debris that is left behind after all the normal thoughts blow through my consciousness.

Don't expect it to always make sense or be worth your time. I think the main goal if for it to be my sanity.

Mottled Light

Mottled Light
the way my mind feels sometimes, waiting for a breakthrough.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Entry Thirty-Nine

Hey, I'm almost to 40.

Perhaps I was a little too horrible to my co-worker. She does tend to hog hours.

I feel a little bit awful.

I think I should feel worse. But right now my weakness seems to be having charitable feelings towards those that annoy me.

I'm not being very Christ-like.

I did brush my teeth though. That always feels good.

I saw in my minds eye, a very different life than the one I have now. In it I am less like me and more like the person I want to be.

That brief glimpse was enough to make me want to try a little harder.

Fridays is good. And they have sweet potato fries. The best version of fries ever. They even beat Steak N Shake and Bob Evans which is saying something.

Trying to get into a routine now that the semester has started. I think structure will equal great productivity in my life.

I think it is about time I changed my profile picture on facebook.

It is also time to start settling down. To my bed I go.

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