What did I expect? I big bang? I suppose not.
I did expect to be a little happier tonight. I was for a while. I was blissfully unaware of the world and its problems. All I had to worry about was getting to the princess while avoiding dancing mushrooms and dodging regurgitated spiky balls. Then, reality called.
Side note: Chris Wolstenholme is amazing and doesn't get enough credit.
Anyway. I am now that I am back in reality I am thoroughly unhappy.
What can I do to brighten my mood? Stop by my sister's place tomorrow on the way to my other sisters place? Sure! Only, that has become a stressful ordeal as well due to the desires of my OTHER sister. The little one. So I get to stress about that. Then it's a long lonely journey to that first sisters place to spend a New Years without TV or internet. I know I sound like a technological addict, but what the crap are we going to do?
In the meantime I am exhausted and wishing that I could just finish my night with a good flick. But the almost 19-year-old I was going to watch it with is monopolized by a former elder and his family. Of course. And when are they finally going to bed? Who knows. He does have a cute brother. Oh well.
I am tired and I think I am going to give up on my li'l sister.
I hate tonight.
Mottled Light
the way my mind feels sometimes, waiting for a breakthrough.
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